My heart aching and beating fast
seeing nothing but darkness in this place
the pain becomes something of the past
and i feel daggers in my heart when i see his face
with my last drop of strength
and my last ideology of hope
i know over all that walking this path is a length
and hopefully i can cope
with the cold of the night
i no longer have sight
blinded by the true depth of darkness
his love is what i want to harness
wanting to feel his touch with mine
maybe loving him is a crime
but being in shackles for the wanting of a person
so he wont notice i create a diversion
seeking you in the fog of society
its impossible and i fall in reality
like the moon disappearing from the night
my heart will be the same, dark with no light
expressionless and wordless i show no sign
i don’t want the world to speed up time
spending the days and finally smiling
my heart illuminates with the brightest lighting
the sun of my core engages in you
at time i don’t know what i can do
with thoughts of my past
i always save my best for last
and you my friend fall in this place
sadly my thoughts are just a waste
you with no clue of what i sustain
that my heart aches for you in pain
as i cherish our memories like a pot of gold
your hugs always warmed me but now im cold
just wanting our bonding to come back again
you were my lover and my guy best friend.